So today i met with Dr. Berdac today and it was a productive meeting I guess. Our main topic revolved around me coming out to Yoni. It kind of gave me courage to tell him in just not sure how or when. But one thing that really bothered me was that she asked my for my orientation yet i couldnt admit to her that im gay. I really need to accept this myself or elseill never be happy. i got to gt over the fear of what ppl think of me.
Another item that came to our conversation was the topic of going back on medication. I going to give it another two weeks hopefully ill feel better but if not i might go back. :(